Stars all around!!

She's back n she's back with a bang!! This is how she'a feelin n so tat explains the pic on her orkut n gtalk as well!! :-D

Life is beautiful (cud always be better!! yup she's missing 'him')

She wonderin, she's amazed, she's curious, she's crazy, she's searchin... there's uncertainity in the air, there's kind of certainity too... she's rambling away like her old self...

She's determined!! There's a wild shine in her eyes that she's never seen before and she's not scared of it... rather she's glad! It's put a spring in her step!! She's happy.. (maybe she should get va lil less happy n study for her exams...) Somehow it's not happening... she picks up a book and puts it aside... she's got bigger plans...!! She's thinking something, she's dreaming a dream... She's goona shine.. Star light! Star Bright!!

Non existence!!

She's quiet today... unnaturally...
Her head is spinning... there are all sorts of thoughts surrounding her...
There's a plethora of emotions gurgling somewhere within
She doesn't know why...
Somewhere inside.. she doesn't even want to know!!

She's walking... but there's nothing in sight
She sits and is restless
She writes and theres a gush of words...
She searches.... but doesn't really find...

She breathes... (and wonders how come that's normal?!)
She looks around... even the scenes are unclear...
She hesitates... but then that's not her..
So she walks on... believing...
'this shall also pass!'

Mixed Bag!!

It's been long... been wanting to write.. been wanting to paint... but sumthn sumwhr jus froze wen i decided to do either!! Finally... i write!! (paint hopefully soon!!!!)

I'll start with the Kabootars (bole to pigeons!!) who have decided that they luv to freak me out!!! Every morning at around 7 am (yup they'r actually an alarm clock for me now!!) one or sometimes two of them will fly by into the room... on certain days one of them can even be found sitting on my sleeping motionless body!!! Now, had there been two pigeons I would have understood...but there are 3!! ab batao... hai na extra marital affair!!!!! off late the latest trick is to act asleep if i see them tryin to enter the room!! Seriously!! They'll tip toe to the door and then if I happen to be walking around close by will suddenly stand on one leg and act asleep!!! They are cute... but hey... cut me some slack... every morning.. 7 am!!!!!!!! Mi kisi din seriously uthoongi aur gaana gaati hui paayi jaungi..'Ja ja... ting ting ting ting... Ja ja....... thodi der tu subah mujhe aur sone de na... kabootar ja ja ja... kabootar ja ja ja!! Sajan bhi more soye hai tu bhi ja soja... ja ja!! ting ting ting ting!!'

Tats that!! Kabootar aur mera rishta!! :-D Next up... Dad again!! Went home this weekend... Mommy had warned me that daddy dearest has left all his credit cards with her and has none with him... n won't have wen i'll be there!! N i had this looooooooooo.........ng list!!!! Well.. yes we went shopping, yes he spoilt n pampered me... n yes... he paid Cash!! Now Dad's the kind of person who hates money going out of his hand.... it makes him feel poor!! He's happier swiping credit cards and then wrting cheques to pay em off!! :-D Day 2 with him and he had sumhow from sumwhr managed to dig out sum lost credit card and was all smiles... now tell me what u want!!! :-D Hee hee... He calls me the 'Want machine' anyways!! hoon hi badnaam!! Dad ur the best!!

Suddenly the whole world seems to be going to Paris!! A close friend, Ankur, jus returned from Paris, another one has gone there as an exchanged student and bhai is going there next week for official work!!! (Paris and official work!! Ahem!!) :-D Ab to aisa lagta hai mera honeymoon bhi vahi kahi hoga!! That's Ankur's idea!! The pics sent by him are ultra beautiful and can be viewed here: Paris - By day and by night!

After a whole day of fasting I had a whole day of sleeping!! (Yep, I kept a fast for the man of my dreams!) He's a darling... !! He kept kaughing all day... sumthin inside him was ticklin him that I had kept a fast for him!! :-D (sumhow tat song from k3g kept playin in my head all day - 'bole chudiyan! bachaaaaoooo!!! I'm losing it!!) And my dear roomamte tells me 'tujhe dekh ki lag hi nai raha tera fast tha!' Hee hee!! N jus on that day a classmate comes and tells me, 'yaar meri badi tamanna hai ek baar tere se panja ladane ki!' I refused that day... ab izzat ka savaal that na bhai!!!!

Tats all for now!! Signing off!!