'purple ramblings' as it's most ardent fan calls this blog shut down to the world. The reactions have been myriad... (and she thinks that's the latest word she's developed a fancy for)...
i turn in now to talk to myself... i turn in now to find a few answers to questions i have always been shattered to be faced with. they are hard questions... the answers lie in giving it time and patience.. holding on and continuing to believe...
it's never easy it? especially if it becomes a tussle between the one's you love and who are closest to you... you don't want it to turn into a match... yet it gets weighed... your decisions are just that.. based on what you think is best for you and what you have been brought up to believe is best for you.. isn't that faith substantial enough?
maybe... a voice inside my head reverberates as i write.. maybe i am thinking too much.. maybe it's just a bout of insanity that needs to live and spiral out...
it's a maze of maybe's and i'm finding my way... (and i am still not ok to give confine the questions in the clear boundaries of words)
