There is no charge for Awsomeness!

And sometimes it's the simplest things that flash in your face and you stop in tracks.. here she was sitting with a glass of wine as it struck her.. "hey.. take it as it comes!". In that moment it was so profound it took away all her fears.. it lightened mountains off her and she breathed easy!! :)

She's daring to hope again.. after ages... keep your fingers crossed!

Meanwhile her lil 2 year old brat has been getting her to discover laughter and he's her lil Kung Fu Panda!! :D The latest off him is "I'm going to Thailand to meet nice nice Divas!"

Skadoosh!

yes.. tabula rasa

this christmas day mayn't be special specifically in terms of being white or merry or christmasy! but yes.. it's a clean slate.. a new life.. a new beginning...

the beginning did enforce a major cleanup operation of her living spaces... loads and loads of junk got thrown out.. incencse sticks loaded on and lit dutifully every day... the kitchen is spanking clean and good as new! good karma flows.. chocolate pastries and sausages rest in the fridge...

the ghosts in her abode also seem to smile...

new year resolution - a healthier life!! breakfast!! and some exercise! that's it! ~ now that's not too ambitious is it?!

namma bengaluru becomes lonelier as the days go by... it's just gramps n me in town now... trying to get "Mommy aka Shekhar" to move.. hoping it works out! need some excitement!!

meanwhile.. flights ready for takeoff to mumbai for new years!! cya!!