inside the heart...

Sitting alone... the light of a few lamps... (a few outside, a few million inside)...

thoughts - a li'l more sane today
want - of someone to understand my reasons...
wish - for 'him' to never know them...
tears - a few... (can't tell you why!)
smiles - many.. for somewhere my heart knows i'm doing the right thing
more smiles - of all my memories
fear - nopes
sadness - a no again
emptiness - the biggest yes wud be small
loneliness - is a state of mind
happy - feeling a warmth but a crazy cold at the same time!!

well... such is life!