Wednesday, May 23, 2007

voices.....

And a desire is but a lesser dream... or so her heart tells her..
But wishes make each day more meaningful... thats what someone said to her..

She disagrees... life isn't as hollow as a couple of wishes blown together in a bubble waiting to burst any given moment...
Life she thinks is a myriad mix of various emotions... the emotions swell up an take form as the hormones and the DNA... (and she shakes her head in disgust at the science of it all!) But somewhere deep inside her she smiles... a slow smile... at least she knows its got a basis!

DNA... is a whole different ballgame altogether... It's a borrowed concept... The Baba introduced her to it... He said imagine DNA... it's two geometrical twists... connected together in between...

Now consider both ends as the two extremes... good-evil; black-white; pure-impure; yes-no... as it twirls... the ends don't all come on top of each other, they are not aligned... good, white, pure are not in the same line... not in the same space... they may be diagonal to each other sometimes and sometimes may just be opposite... 'what is good is not always pure....!' It explained a lot of things to me! It cleared up the question of, 'Why life is the way it is?!'

Talking of emotions.... hate, love, care, trust... even adore... are all emotions made up by the human mind that the human heart supposedly feels! Dam the heart... its a convoluted mix of arteries and veins which is zonked about it's own functions reversing the names of its most important components! (scary biology!!!) :D

It's the heart we turn to... people have oft been quoted saying, 'dil ki baat sun ni chahiye!' (listen to your heart!) and then many others have said, 'dimaag se kaam lo!' (use your brains!) How do u figure out the difference?? Do they speak in ur ear like, 'Hi! I'm the head - Do this!' and then the heart comes in, introduces itself and goes on to exert its influence on ur life! (i actually got stuck here lolling between where is the influence exerted?? head or life?!)

To me... you just listen to the voice of your conscience! Wow!! a whole new voice now! And where does that come from and what pressure does it exert on which part of you and how and all the other etceteras! Gosh!!! I know... the Baba had once described my question asking habit as this, 'Ek savaal.... recover ho hi raha hota hai ki thodi der me a question shaped crane comes, lift you and swings you over again! and again! and again!' :P

Well... I guess you just listen the voice that's loudest inside you! (don't ask where... i dunno!) :) heart, head, conscience, spirit, soul, devil angel, conscience, gut, intuition... take your pick! But follow it through! It is after all... your own voice!

Another beautiful day, another reason to celebrate!

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Is it...Shd we hear the loudest voice apart from everything..even ur logic ur sense defies everything...

Ash said...

i think we only have two voices inside...good & bad....bad always critisizes you and makes u do things wrong....so its obvious we think positively if we are in a confident mood!!!!...all depends on our balance...what am i blabbering...nonsense...am like this yaar...okie...leave it...i don't understand what i wrote even...do u?????

take care...bye

Impressionist said...

The loudest voice!!
Hmmm...that wud be my mother's voice. when she's calling my name :D
hehe!!

peace & love
JeeVY

Phoenix said...

i agree girl...one shud do wat she believes in the most..gut feeling matters....works wonders...

nice colour

ani said...

dreamcatcher: the definition of 'loud' is where we differ i guess.. it's tat voice tat makes the most sense to u... it may actually be the softest voice in ur head quietly egging u on... or it may be a shout and a scream but it'll churn sumthin inside u...

the girl: yup.. essentially its gud and bad.. white n black.. but how do u xplain the shades of grey??

rajeev: :D in my case it's most often Dad! with him around i'm genrally on best behaviour!!

phoenix: :) 'i believe i can fly!' are the words that play in my head most often when someone says 'believe!' :) I jus smile at myself!! :D n thanx! :)

Anonymous said...

yeah ani i agree that something that churns inside

but still u dont know when u r treading the right way..
my mind says dont go...heart says go..often the distribution is so equivocated its hard to understand...

ani said...

dreamcatcher: “Listening to your heart (or the other voices inside you), finding out who you are, is not simple. It takes time for the chatter to quiet down. In the silence of “not doing” we begin to know what we feel. If we listen and hear what is being offered, then anything in life can be our guide. Listen.” ~ Anonymous

Found these lines on an archies poster...

Anonymous said...

yeah right...for the chatter to quiet down is really a tough call..need to b patient..hold on to urself/...otherwise its like u say in hindi.." kasturi mrig"

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ani said...

dream catcher: om shanti shanti!

Anonymous said...

ha ha :D