Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
On my mind... In my heart...
The visuals:
A chaotic sky... tufts of grey clouds spread all over.. leading into each other, breaking, crashing! Dusk... Beyond... a clear blue sky.. peace! Perfection: entropy and placidity! a warm pink flush all over....
Huge waves rising and dancing to create an image like the Stonehenge having a war dance of sorts!
A purple moon.. flames engulfing it!
All the rest of it:
:) So long! Till then... Shine on you crazy diamond!
A chaotic sky... tufts of grey clouds spread all over.. leading into each other, breaking, crashing! Dusk... Beyond... a clear blue sky.. peace! Perfection: entropy and placidity! a warm pink flush all over....
Huge waves rising and dancing to create an image like the Stonehenge having a war dance of sorts!
A purple moon.. flames engulfing it!
All the rest of it:
| Silk Route - Boond... |
| Maula Mere Le Le M... |
| Indian Ocean - Eup... |
:) So long! Till then... Shine on you crazy diamond!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
?
will i live?
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Barwala!
This one had to be for him!! :)
How much do they go back?! Frankly not much! She's known him since college... the sleepyhead with the doped look and carrying a hanky around (all crumpled and stuffed into some pocket some where! )... Why hanky u ask?! He invariably had a stuffed up nose... in moments when he would actually wake up in class, he would pull out his Hankaa! (too huge to be called Hanky) and then proceed to blow his innermost congestion's onto it and then recede back into dreamland! :D
His face turns the reddest when he bites into a green chilly inadvertently! He's absolutely fine with the red variety... but even an impotent green one can also bring tears to his eyes and make him red in the face while warranting the use of the Hankaa again! He'll then give u a cute sheepish smile which is capable enough of touching your heart and lighting up something inside! It is definitely the cutest smile in the whole wide world and she never tires of tellin him that!
The bottomless pit that she loves to cook for! :) He'll appreciate it verbally.. but to see him eat what you've cooked is reward! Then you really know by his expressions that he's really really liked it and there is no greater reward than seeing the whole meal polished off! It makes you want to cook!!!! :D
His one wish... to get talli once in his life! The bottomless pit funda applies here as well! :) He's a 'Well' of sorts! Gets happy but jus doesn't get drunk! He's taken care of her and made sure she's home safe n sound after they've partied! And yes... this the 'Barwala' whoz certified bewdi she is! :DD Smokes like a chimney too and then reminds her of him coz they smoke the same brand! :)
We've shared a few heartfelt moments in our friendship... he's bared his heart to her and she to him... he keeps her off caffeine like a hawk! And he treats her like this lil girl sometimes... :) She loves the attention and pampering!! :DD (And she's sure she's the only female who got him to tie a crepe bandage for her in office with 2 others wondering whats wrong with these two at 10 in the morning??!! Why do they want to tie a crepe bandage here n now?!) :D
She can bug him no end, trouble him and tease him and he'll show her tat smile of his! :) His latest rant is he needs to start exercising soon.... (she sighs!) how this character with each bone on his frame spelling "lazy" in bold capitals is gonna start doin tat is somethin she still cant fathom! He keeps sayin he needs to lose weight but then they'll either have beer, or eat out or she'll make pasta at home, or parathas for that matter and that'll be that!!! :D lolz!
He writes well... (actually the next statement that she' gonna make will she's sure bring that smile on is face and make him blush...), whatever he does he does really well! (it's jus the lazybones that get in the way a lot of times!) :D
This is the one guy who wore "Bata ke havai chappal" with formal clothes for feeling too lazy to hunt for the shoes first and then the socks and then tying em up!!!! :D
Friend, guide, person with fatherly aura, a guy without whom Bangalore and work would be difficult, a guy who keeps her sane by hearing her out every now and then,.... and if she's not talking then gets her a beer and says, 'ok now tell me!' :D Sanity keeper... and I have to mention this again... man with the cutest smile in the whole wide universe!!!!! :))))
(Ok stop scratching your head and wondering why a whole post dedicated to him... ! The lazybum sort of inspired her to write about him!) :D yeah i can see tat puzzled look now!
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How much do they go back?! Frankly not much! She's known him since college... the sleepyhead with the doped look and carrying a hanky around (all crumpled and stuffed into some pocket some where! )... Why hanky u ask?! He invariably had a stuffed up nose... in moments when he would actually wake up in class, he would pull out his Hankaa! (too huge to be called Hanky) and then proceed to blow his innermost congestion's onto it and then recede back into dreamland! :D
His face turns the reddest when he bites into a green chilly inadvertently! He's absolutely fine with the red variety... but even an impotent green one can also bring tears to his eyes and make him red in the face while warranting the use of the Hankaa again! He'll then give u a cute sheepish smile which is capable enough of touching your heart and lighting up something inside! It is definitely the cutest smile in the whole wide world and she never tires of tellin him that!
The bottomless pit that she loves to cook for! :) He'll appreciate it verbally.. but to see him eat what you've cooked is reward! Then you really know by his expressions that he's really really liked it and there is no greater reward than seeing the whole meal polished off! It makes you want to cook!!!! :D
His one wish... to get talli once in his life! The bottomless pit funda applies here as well! :) He's a 'Well' of sorts! Gets happy but jus doesn't get drunk! He's taken care of her and made sure she's home safe n sound after they've partied! And yes... this the 'Barwala' whoz certified bewdi she is! :DD Smokes like a chimney too and then reminds her of him coz they smoke the same brand! :)
We've shared a few heartfelt moments in our friendship... he's bared his heart to her and she to him... he keeps her off caffeine like a hawk! And he treats her like this lil girl sometimes... :) She loves the attention and pampering!! :DD (And she's sure she's the only female who got him to tie a crepe bandage for her in office with 2 others wondering whats wrong with these two at 10 in the morning??!! Why do they want to tie a crepe bandage here n now?!) :D
She can bug him no end, trouble him and tease him and he'll show her tat smile of his! :) His latest rant is he needs to start exercising soon.... (she sighs!) how this character with each bone on his frame spelling "lazy" in bold capitals is gonna start doin tat is somethin she still cant fathom! He keeps sayin he needs to lose weight but then they'll either have beer, or eat out or she'll make pasta at home, or parathas for that matter and that'll be that!!! :D lolz!
He writes well... (actually the next statement that she' gonna make will she's sure bring that smile on is face and make him blush...), whatever he does he does really well! (it's jus the lazybones that get in the way a lot of times!) :D
This is the one guy who wore "Bata ke havai chappal" with formal clothes for feeling too lazy to hunt for the shoes first and then the socks and then tying em up!!!! :D
Friend, guide, person with fatherly aura, a guy without whom Bangalore and work would be difficult, a guy who keeps her sane by hearing her out every now and then,.... and if she's not talking then gets her a beer and says, 'ok now tell me!' :D Sanity keeper... and I have to mention this again... man with the cutest smile in the whole wide universe!!!!! :))))
(Ok stop scratching your head and wondering why a whole post dedicated to him... ! The lazybum sort of inspired her to write about him!) :D yeah i can see tat puzzled look now!
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Addendum: Loads o additions here!
First of a link to Barwala's blog: Random ramblings is what he calls it!
Therez a baby lizard in her room right now and she's contemplating her first murder!!! She's shit scared... but she's contemplating it!! (Refer: Lizardventure!) And she's thinkin of the Barwala and his death defying hand on Mite's floaters to kill two humongous creepy spiders on our Pondicherry trip! ~sigh! saviours are never around when you need them!
First of a link to Barwala's blog: Random ramblings is what he calls it!
- He's also the crazy nut who can spend all day at home watching Dinosaur Documentaries and then tell us in lots of detail about them!!! (I'm sooooooooooo............ dead after he reads this!!)
- He's an awful teacher when it comes to teaching you how to smoke for the first time! And yes he is capable of lighting up a smoke with the gas... but not directly.. (it spoils the flavor u see!!) :D
- Ah yes! How this missed mention here is a matter of national interest! He's the one suttafied creature who can pick up a smoke lying on the beach... (drenched n soaked in ocean salts for how many days weeks months!.. walked on by people.. shitted on by wild creatures!) and smoking it halfway through only to be disappointed and exclaim, 'it's a bit too salty!' :-o
Therez a baby lizard in her room right now and she's contemplating her first murder!!! She's shit scared... but she's contemplating it!! (Refer: Lizardventure!) And she's thinkin of the Barwala and his death defying hand on Mite's floaters to kill two humongous creepy spiders on our Pondicherry trip! ~sigh! saviours are never around when you need them!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Tagged!
Here are the rules:
- Players, you must list one fact that is somehow relevant to your life for each letter of their middle name. If you don’t have a middle name, use the middle name you would have liked to have had.
- When you are tagged you need to write your own blog-post containing your own middle name game facts.
- At the end of your blog-post, you need to choose one person for each letter of your middle name to tag.
- Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged.
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Ok - So Rajeev tagged me! Well timed tag.. was in the mood to update the blog, so u'll see 3 new posts! :D lolz!
Here goes:
Middle Name: That's a no brainer! It has to be JINXED!!!!
J - Lets start with the name itself! J for Jinxed! I'm as jinxed as can be... more so around technology! I have to touch it and it malfunctions!! It's kinda maddening, but yeah heartening to know that machines can't get the better of me! :D
I - Inches! Those on my waist! I need to lose those beery inches around my waist! :D
N - naughtyspark.blogspot.com! (need I say more here?!) :)
X - tough one! xylophone?!! Drums are closer to heart... like to play.. very amateurish, but like to nonetheless! Gimme a good drumbeat and the see the magic! It's an instant pick me up!!!
E - eggs! they are a staple diet now! what with barely managing to get ready in time to catch the office bus! Quick, easy and loads o variety!!! :D
D - nopes not the drums here! Dreams instead! The ones you see with your eyes open! :) I sort of thrive on my many myriad dreams.... it's a whole world out there that in it's magic and beckoning keeps your spirits lifted!:)
Hmm... who do I tag now?! picking people with the same alphabets is near impossible! So I'll pick the same number as the number of alphabets! :)
The 6 people I tag are:
- Barwala
- Shekhar
- Arpz
- Kaylee
- Sam
- Sangfroid
:))) Aneesha 'Jinxed' Gulati
- Players, you must list one fact that is somehow relevant to your life for each letter of their middle name. If you don’t have a middle name, use the middle name you would have liked to have had.
- When you are tagged you need to write your own blog-post containing your own middle name game facts.
- At the end of your blog-post, you need to choose one person for each letter of your middle name to tag.
- Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Ok - So Rajeev tagged me! Well timed tag.. was in the mood to update the blog, so u'll see 3 new posts! :D lolz!
Here goes:
Middle Name: That's a no brainer! It has to be JINXED!!!!
J - Lets start with the name itself! J for Jinxed! I'm as jinxed as can be... more so around technology! I have to touch it and it malfunctions!! It's kinda maddening, but yeah heartening to know that machines can't get the better of me! :D
I - Inches! Those on my waist! I need to lose those beery inches around my waist! :D
N - naughtyspark.blogspot.com! (need I say more here?!) :)
X - tough one! xylophone?!! Drums are closer to heart... like to play.. very amateurish, but like to nonetheless! Gimme a good drumbeat and the see the magic! It's an instant pick me up!!!
E - eggs! they are a staple diet now! what with barely managing to get ready in time to catch the office bus! Quick, easy and loads o variety!!! :D
D - nopes not the drums here! Dreams instead! The ones you see with your eyes open! :) I sort of thrive on my many myriad dreams.... it's a whole world out there that in it's magic and beckoning keeps your spirits lifted!:)
Hmm... who do I tag now?! picking people with the same alphabets is near impossible! So I'll pick the same number as the number of alphabets! :)
The 6 people I tag are:
- Barwala
- Shekhar
- Arpz
- Kaylee
- Sam
- Sangfroid
:))) Aneesha 'Jinxed' Gulati
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Random Ramblings!
We move steadily into the whirlpool of machines creating a jam on the streets and in the wires... Dehumanized yet? Some of us maybe... She? :0) ~Laughs! She's jinxed remember! The day the wrath of machines becomes greater than the suffering she can cause to 'em is when she'll let out a sigh and nod... Until then folks, the battle wages! They try and she smiles with a naughty glint in her eyes and says, 'bring it on!!!' :)
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Stormy lies a heart.. virtual dreams... wrecked by a tempest... quaked by the sea... Disillusioned? Nay! relenting maybe! To each his own and to each his sin... sin, crime, felony, bondage; It craves its freedom! An undying death... a vision unclear... a wish unfulfilled... the path - lucid! And the eyes - crystal!!
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Stormy lies a heart.. virtual dreams... wrecked by a tempest... quaked by the sea... Disillusioned? Nay! relenting maybe! To each his own and to each his sin... sin, crime, felony, bondage; It craves its freedom! An undying death... a vision unclear... a wish unfulfilled... the path - lucid! And the eyes - crystal!!
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