will i live?
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
16 comments:
WHY SIS YOU WRITE THAT?
did i meant!
//will i live?
will i die?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?//
i have been asking myself these questions about life lately :(
Welcome to the club Ani, or probably you've always been a part of it...
I myself ask such questions a zillion times and get more confused each time. The only thing is: I NEVER think about death or being r'bered afetr it, dunno why!! Got an answer to that??
kaylee and sam: i've been talkin to myself lately and yesterday i jus found a barrage of questions pouring out...
kaylee: that's a why u ask lady... there are sometimes just no answers!!:)
sam: :) yeah... been there for quite sumtime now! I guess i have been thinking of death coz the pointlessness of this existence has been too poignant... its not about being remembered you know.... its about being what you can and being able to embrace the next step on your death bed without being wistful! sounds really gloomy and gyaany rite now... ~hugs! :) (i guess i jus need sum beer! :D)
//kaylee: that's a why u ask lady... there are sometimes just no answers!!:)//
yeah but when you are thinking like i have lately...............they are scary questions to ask :(
Hmm..You know I think we should make the best of any sitiuation we're in, put in our best so that we don't regret when its time to say tata.. ;)
And the best thing to do when in such a mood is to have beer: like you said!! So woman go ahead and treat yourself for me!! Cheer up sweetie..
kaylee: :) relax honey! twas jus a voice inside my soul maybe tat decided to get noisy! i'm absolutly fine! as far as a purpose is concerned... Sam's rite... do ur bit and let the purpose find u! till then stay happy!
sam: :D lolz! 'Another beautiful day... another reason to celebrate!' .... and then 'beauty lies in the eyes of the beer-holder!' :D
OK OK I AM GLAD :P
Totally!! ;)
but was eferring to myself haha.
kaylee: ~hugs!!
sam: to-talli!!! ;-)
yea .. were u 'talli' wen u wrote the post :-P
I have been so sick..lately in and out of the ER its not fair why does this happen to me?
sangfroid: :D i was too not-talli i guess! hee hee..!
kaylee: sweetheart... faith! u'll be fine soooooon! i believe that! u need to believe it too!
Very true.
A lot of questions, but no answers.
May be the whole thing we experience is MAYA [illusion] as Adi Sanakara wrore.
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