Saturday, March 17, 2007

Ans she left too.... :(

She's kind of foxed right now as to what to write... words aren't flowing really... there's a bulbous something in her head and she's been writing stuff and hitting backspace... She's rambling right now for want of converting that crazy amoeba like form and making it flow through her fingers as the words of her soul...

Her heart wrenched as she walked up the stairs one last time to get her luggage down... something tugged at her heartstrings when she when the BAAP left... it was as if a one of the permamnent fixtures of her life went away... no more 'aoe anyone' or 'fifa anyone' or 'join cs'...... then Pinchester went... it almost freaked her out when they hugged! Then people kept leaving... she jus kinda closed up into herself... and finally managed to drag Baba for lunch to Rajhasthan (apna wala dhaba!) Crazy as she was feelin... i guess people could sense it! Even Dada... he actually went up, changed into the shirt she'd got for him and then modelled it around happily! (he does say he wore it after having a bath!) :D

Her last words.. 'Kota cut ur nails!' and all of em started laughing! :) Anant on his own said, 'kar lunga shave!' :D and just as she hit sexy Sam in the paunch he almost apologetically said, 'Convo tak I'll definitly loose some of it..!' :) Mommy dearest n adopted son were there to bid her farewell... she was sent off like a 'dulhan ki doli' - her son and Baba were pushin the auto!

Her last view... a beautiful sunset and a flock of birds returning home looking back intermittently..


Profound words uttered by Rathore Saab as quoted by Baba:
"this is the end.... my beautiful friend... the end.
and though its a new beginning... this is the end.
let us rejoice these tears... because no matter how hard life will hit us in times to come... when we look back at these memories... all we'll find is not a sorrow of missing those times... but a resilience to hit back at now :)"

These words say it all... she was quiet for a long moment after that!

5 comments:

Aks said...

Dunno what to say.

U are an MBA now..its good. But pain of parting is just too much. I know. When in school, I read some story which concluded that eventually all pains are the pain of partings. Seems true.

Ok now, dont cry. Please.

Anonymous said...

this one coupled with the last will surely kill me... will we too be like this next year?

Passionate said...

Main bhi fultoo senti... parting with pals is deffinately touchy!!!

All the best for future...not only to you but too all of your gang!!

Skinsleuth said...

Hey, now u hav a luggage of memories too..Best of Luck fr a new beginning.. :)

ani said...

stardom: not cryin.. :) the hearts jus kinda overflowing with the memories! chalte chalte aiwye hi smile aa jaati hai... aur fir sentia jaati hoon! :)

anonymous: i think i can guess who u are...

passionate: :) tu to vaise hi senti hai!! duffer! me smilin re... tu bhi smile kar chal!

shraddha: yup! huge bundle of memories!!!!!!!!! :) thanx so mush for the wishes!