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Sunday, October 28, 2007
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Of sirens and P's!
It's a nice peaceful Saturday Morning.. she has been lulled to sleep the night before by the tunes of 'His' beautiful girlfriend (his black beauty, his guitar!) :)
After a long day (long week actually) where she's perpetually been on the phone half wishin her ears were some kind of crazy phone attachments which would automatically produce from her voice box, 'Hi! How are you today?' and 'Have a nice day!' :D Well.. I digress... It's a nice peaceful saturday morning and she's happily lazing around when out of the blue this machine she calls her laptop starts giving out the siren of an ambulance! IT IS NOT FUNNY! I MEAN AN AMBULANCE SIREN FROM THE LAPTOP WHEN I SAY IT! It jolts her right up... once she figures out it's her laptop, she figures it's about to explode.. Her only thought.. 'damn! It's too close to the speakers! I dont want those blown up!' So she manages to somehow (just don't ask how) shut off the siren and slip back into dreamy land!
So much for dreamland! Ting Tong goes the damn doorbell! (Its too loud for its own good. It shall self destruct soon!)
She had just gotten back into bed after dealing with the previous ting tong! There it goes again, this time more insistently.. (Ting Ting Ta Tong Ting Tong!) Ohk Ohk I'm cmin!
After that dreamland is a faraway thought and she's writing this blog all bleary eyed wishing to doze off again! But sleep evades her and she decides to take up the letter 'P' bestowed upon her by Shraddha.
Well it goes like this:
INSTRUCTIONS:
- Comment and I'll give you a letter.
- You have to list10 5 things you love that begin with that letter.
- Afterwards, post this in your journal.
It's a P here! (She's trying sanity to prevent this blog from being blocked due to objectionable content but she just cannot seem to think straight!) Trying Trying!
Potatoes - She has to have a stock of them in her house for all kinds of food emergencies! (Spoken like a true foodie she knows!) And then they are good for an emergency fix of weird looking eyes! :)
Piranha - Now this just came into her head! Talk about having a nutsy saturday! N she decided to do a googly on this one. This is what we have people:
Pasta: :) She needs breakfast! All she can think of is food! Pasta happens to be a staple diet of sorts at this home away from home! Come from office, too tired, easy shmeasy Pasta in a jiffy! :)
That's four done. she tries hard to not make the last P about food! N it's not! :)
It's P for Pins! She's an ace at losing them!! Safety pins, board pins, paper pins, paper clips, she just loses them all! So when through the crazy powers vested in her, she manages to 'find' one instead of losing it it's a eureka moment of sorts!
:D So much for a P! Now she's gotta go pee!
After a long day (long week actually) where she's perpetually been on the phone half wishin her ears were some kind of crazy phone attachments which would automatically produce from her voice box, 'Hi! How are you today?' and 'Have a nice day!' :D Well.. I digress... It's a nice peaceful saturday morning and she's happily lazing around when out of the blue this machine she calls her laptop starts giving out the siren of an ambulance! IT IS NOT FUNNY! I MEAN AN AMBULANCE SIREN FROM THE LAPTOP WHEN I SAY IT! It jolts her right up... once she figures out it's her laptop, she figures it's about to explode.. Her only thought.. 'damn! It's too close to the speakers! I dont want those blown up!' So she manages to somehow (just don't ask how) shut off the siren and slip back into dreamy land!
So much for dreamland! Ting Tong goes the damn doorbell! (Its too loud for its own good. It shall self destruct soon!)
She had just gotten back into bed after dealing with the previous ting tong! There it goes again, this time more insistently.. (Ting Ting Ta Tong Ting Tong!) Ohk Ohk I'm cmin!
After that dreamland is a faraway thought and she's writing this blog all bleary eyed wishing to doze off again! But sleep evades her and she decides to take up the letter 'P' bestowed upon her by Shraddha.
Well it goes like this:
INSTRUCTIONS:
- Comment and I'll give you a letter.
- You have to list
- Afterwards, post this in your journal.
It's a P here! (She's trying sanity to prevent this blog from being blocked due to objectionable content but she just cannot seem to think straight!) Trying Trying!
Potatoes - She has to have a stock of them in her house for all kinds of food emergencies! (Spoken like a true foodie she knows!) And then they are good for an emergency fix of weird looking eyes! :)
Piranha - Now this just came into her head! Talk about having a nutsy saturday! N she decided to do a googly on this one. This is what we have people:
- small voraciously carnivorous freshwater fishes of South America that attack and destroy living
- The piranhas or pirañas are a group of carnivorous freshwater fish living in South American rivers. In Venezuelan rivers they are called caribes. ...
- "Piranha" (from the album I Am an Elastic Firecracker) is possibly the most widely played, and commerically successful, song by Dallas, Texas, rock band Tripping Daisy. "Piranha" was written by frontman Tim DeLaughter.
- Piranha was a Jaws spoof directed by Joe Dante and produced by Roger Corman in 1978. Universal Studios tried to stop the film from being released (because of its satirizing of Universal's Jaws films), but Steven Spielberg saw the film in advance and liked it. ...
- Piranha is the brand name of a carbonated energy drink developed by and manufactured for EAS throughout the world. Piranha comes in 250-252 mL cans (depending on country of origin) and comes in a variety of flavors including Fruit Punch, Lemon, Watermelon, Sour Apple and Orange Pineapple.
- Piranha (1995) is a remake of the original 1978 horror movie Piranha. Directed by Scott P. Levy, it was met with little praise from critics. The film is also known by the name Roger Corman Presents Piranha.
Pasta: :) She needs breakfast! All she can think of is food! Pasta happens to be a staple diet of sorts at this home away from home! Come from office, too tired, easy shmeasy Pasta in a jiffy! :)
That's four done. she tries hard to not make the last P about food! N it's not! :)
It's P for Pins! She's an ace at losing them!! Safety pins, board pins, paper pins, paper clips, she just loses them all! So when through the crazy powers vested in her, she manages to 'find' one instead of losing it it's a eureka moment of sorts!
:D So much for a P! Now she's gotta go pee!
Monday, October 15, 2007
last few days... :)
Dream
Follow
Walk
Run
Dance :)
Drum
Clay
Melt
Cheese
Pots
Cycus
Shrubs
Blueberry cheese cake!
Yellow
Red
Puff of smoke
Cloud - white
Angel (of harlem?)
Phone
Old buddy
Work
Time
Food
Binge
Cook
Home
Cushions
Colors
Balcony
Wall
Shakes! (yup)
Airplane
Jitters
Rock
Peace
Soul
Float
Dream! :)
Follow
Walk
Run
Dance :)
Drum
Clay
Melt
Cheese
Pots
Cycus
Shrubs
Blueberry cheese cake!
Yellow
Red
Puff of smoke
Cloud - white
Angel (of harlem?)
Phone
Old buddy
Work
Time
Food
Binge
Cook
Home
Cushions
Colors
Balcony
Wall
Shakes! (yup)
Airplane
Jitters
Rock
Peace
Soul
Float
Dream! :)
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
A warm aura!
"थकी थकी सी शाम फिर जवान होने लगी
उजालों ने चुराए हैं रात के सब निशाँ अभी अभी
जिन्दगी उड़ रही बनके धुआं धुआं
कल मिले ना मिले क्या पता कल कहॉ
आ सवारूं तुझे के जीलूं मैं ये लम्हा!"
"हसरतें थीं किसी कि, किसी कि ना हो गयी
आसमान से उतरता शोर, चमक रह है पोर पोर"
उजालों ने चुराए हैं रात के सब निशाँ अभी अभी
जिन्दगी उड़ रही बनके धुआं धुआं
कल मिले ना मिले क्या पता कल कहॉ
आ सवारूं तुझे के जीलूं मैं ये लम्हा!"
"हसरतें थीं किसी कि, किसी कि ना हो गयी
आसमान से उतरता शोर, चमक रह है पोर पोर"
Fragments from this song... sort of been playing in my head! :) As for the purpose - it's there nice and clear! Got a lot of answers... be happy.. be free.. follow your dreams... My Purpose Ladies and Gentlemen is 'To Jus Be Me!' - to be the crazy-nutheaded-hidimbic-female form who luvs to light up with a smile at the drop of a hat and to be able to spread some of that around!
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Miss ya Mum n Dad!
And it's a life that goes on all night!
Running... chasing... traveling... aimed at what??
Yes its a li'l too often now these days that I throw up the question of "purpose"!! And then I say to myself, 'let your purpose find you!'! But that's started to feel kinda hollow!
Then there's someone who said to me, 'thy sole purpose in life is to earn more beer money!' :D (now there is a point there!)
Ok.. you ask why all of this again today? Well.. chat with a friend... The beer money concept doesn't apply to him.. he's a teetotaler! So he's quite lost!
The one song that comes to mind when I think of this question is Brad Paisley's 'When you find yourself' from the soundtrack of the movie Cars! (also found a video of it with Spirit, Stallion of the Cimmaron!)
And this time round, I sort of see my purpose in a more human form... will not put it into words here yet 'coz am letting it float around me!
Given that... the Video from Spirit is more relevant here:
Yes.. its one of the few posts in the first person... I'm ok! Jus need Dad's big bear hug I guess! :) Mum Dad cmin on the 11th! ,':o)
Running... chasing... traveling... aimed at what??
Yes its a li'l too often now these days that I throw up the question of "purpose"!! And then I say to myself, 'let your purpose find you!'! But that's started to feel kinda hollow!
Then there's someone who said to me, 'thy sole purpose in life is to earn more beer money!' :D (now there is a point there!)
Ok.. you ask why all of this again today? Well.. chat with a friend... The beer money concept doesn't apply to him.. he's a teetotaler! So he's quite lost!
The one song that comes to mind when I think of this question is Brad Paisley's 'When you find yourself' from the soundtrack of the movie Cars! (also found a video of it with Spirit, Stallion of the Cimmaron!)
And this time round, I sort of see my purpose in a more human form... will not put it into words here yet 'coz am letting it float around me!
Given that... the Video from Spirit is more relevant here:
Yes.. its one of the few posts in the first person... I'm ok! Jus need Dad's big bear hug I guess! :) Mum Dad cmin on the 11th! ,':o)
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Serenity of sorts!
Well, lets keep the silence unexplained and move on with the LOTS that has happened! :))
It's a topsy turvy world and then she happens to it! Result: :D Try and imagine it! The week went by without much ado... her space in the kitchen has been reclaimed! Ahh... peace! It was under threat yet again this evening when flattie announced she wanted a cook! But through mutual discussion that decision has been shelved and peace reigns yet again! ~Relieved sigh! (even He was horrified at the idea... !)
The great Dinosaur lover aka Barwala has been thinking about them way too much off late and this DVD of movies (not dino ones) it so turns out happened to be Dino movies when they start playing it at home! Tortured, Grandpa turns to tell her about it and she has the laugh of her life!!
The great Barwala also managed to drag her n Granpa to a "Peace March" on a HOLIDAYY!!!! And then he's the one who ends up needing a smoke, a drink and a leak! (~after this it'll be my ghost posting!)
Yours truly gets herself a new phone and decides to jinx that as well... its charging and then it decides to switch off! Mercifully the 10 grand she spent on it had some effect and it came back to life again!!
She gets a bunch of orchids worth 1 whole grand delivered to someone! Looooo.....ong story here! But it was so whacked out, it needed a mention here! :D
She spends a lovely weekend cooking and then shopping with girlfriends!! :) Yes, nothing more needs to be said! Weekend-Girls-Shopping!! And the day comes to a beautiful close with a piping hot Cafe Mocha! (Not without leaving stinker feedback for CCD!!) :D ~the critic in a virgo always rejoices in such moments!
And she spends a nice afternoon thru evening lazy bumming! Lazybum Nirvana! :)
Yes... an adhoc post... thoughts have been flowing around... they shall come together soon and make more sense! :) Till then, she's yours to torment and tolerate!!
It's a topsy turvy world and then she happens to it! Result: :D Try and imagine it! The week went by without much ado... her space in the kitchen has been reclaimed! Ahh... peace! It was under threat yet again this evening when flattie announced she wanted a cook! But through mutual discussion that decision has been shelved and peace reigns yet again! ~Relieved sigh! (even He was horrified at the idea... !)
The great Dinosaur lover aka Barwala has been thinking about them way too much off late and this DVD of movies (not dino ones) it so turns out happened to be Dino movies when they start playing it at home! Tortured, Grandpa turns to tell her about it and she has the laugh of her life!!
The great Barwala also managed to drag her n Granpa to a "Peace March" on a HOLIDAYY!!!! And then he's the one who ends up needing a smoke, a drink and a leak! (~after this it'll be my ghost posting!)
Yours truly gets herself a new phone and decides to jinx that as well... its charging and then it decides to switch off! Mercifully the 10 grand she spent on it had some effect and it came back to life again!!
She gets a bunch of orchids worth 1 whole grand delivered to someone! Looooo.....ong story here! But it was so whacked out, it needed a mention here! :D
She spends a lovely weekend cooking and then shopping with girlfriends!! :) Yes, nothing more needs to be said! Weekend-Girls-Shopping!! And the day comes to a beautiful close with a piping hot Cafe Mocha! (Not without leaving stinker feedback for CCD!!) :D ~the critic in a virgo always rejoices in such moments!
And she spends a nice afternoon thru evening lazy bumming! Lazybum Nirvana! :)
Yes... an adhoc post... thoughts have been flowing around... they shall come together soon and make more sense! :) Till then, she's yours to torment and tolerate!!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
On my mind... In my heart...
The visuals:
A chaotic sky... tufts of grey clouds spread all over.. leading into each other, breaking, crashing! Dusk... Beyond... a clear blue sky.. peace! Perfection: entropy and placidity! a warm pink flush all over....
Huge waves rising and dancing to create an image like the Stonehenge having a war dance of sorts!
A purple moon.. flames engulfing it!
All the rest of it:
:) So long! Till then... Shine on you crazy diamond!
A chaotic sky... tufts of grey clouds spread all over.. leading into each other, breaking, crashing! Dusk... Beyond... a clear blue sky.. peace! Perfection: entropy and placidity! a warm pink flush all over....
Huge waves rising and dancing to create an image like the Stonehenge having a war dance of sorts!
A purple moon.. flames engulfing it!
All the rest of it:
| Silk Route - Boond... |
| Maula Mere Le Le M... |
| Indian Ocean - Eup... |
:) So long! Till then... Shine on you crazy diamond!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
?
will i live?
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
will i die?
will my life be just a speck in the rye?
where will my soul go after the body disappears?
will it be in peace or will it still search?
is there a purpose?
is there a dream?
what is the dream?
where does it reach?
does it touch the sky?
does it change something in me?
does it bring me closer to where i want to be?
where do i want to be?
in my head or around the world?
how come the quiescence today?
wherez the noise that hides this litany?
litany? or a voice of the soul?
how high? how hollow?
how low? how steep?
will i surrender?
surrender to what?
haunted.... ??
madness... ??
chaotic optimism??
wishes tears smiles superficiality??
are we truly happy?
illusions? how many??
shattered...? now or later?
is life a maze a puzzle a dream?
am i human?
am i mean?
am i insane?
am i wild?
am i perturbed?
am i crying?
but then again... how does it matter?
(and therez not a single why!)
(left indented for a purpose... centre jus felt to artificial...!)
PS - the post on Barwala has an addendum attached! and pllllllleeeeeaaaassseeee go to his blog!!!!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Barwala!
This one had to be for him!! :)
How much do they go back?! Frankly not much! She's known him since college... the sleepyhead with the doped look and carrying a hanky around (all crumpled and stuffed into some pocket some where! )... Why hanky u ask?! He invariably had a stuffed up nose... in moments when he would actually wake up in class, he would pull out his Hankaa! (too huge to be called Hanky) and then proceed to blow his innermost congestion's onto it and then recede back into dreamland! :D
His face turns the reddest when he bites into a green chilly inadvertently! He's absolutely fine with the red variety... but even an impotent green one can also bring tears to his eyes and make him red in the face while warranting the use of the Hankaa again! He'll then give u a cute sheepish smile which is capable enough of touching your heart and lighting up something inside! It is definitely the cutest smile in the whole wide world and she never tires of tellin him that!
The bottomless pit that she loves to cook for! :) He'll appreciate it verbally.. but to see him eat what you've cooked is reward! Then you really know by his expressions that he's really really liked it and there is no greater reward than seeing the whole meal polished off! It makes you want to cook!!!! :D
His one wish... to get talli once in his life! The bottomless pit funda applies here as well! :) He's a 'Well' of sorts! Gets happy but jus doesn't get drunk! He's taken care of her and made sure she's home safe n sound after they've partied! And yes... this the 'Barwala' whoz certified bewdi she is! :DD Smokes like a chimney too and then reminds her of him coz they smoke the same brand! :)
We've shared a few heartfelt moments in our friendship... he's bared his heart to her and she to him... he keeps her off caffeine like a hawk! And he treats her like this lil girl sometimes... :) She loves the attention and pampering!! :DD (And she's sure she's the only female who got him to tie a crepe bandage for her in office with 2 others wondering whats wrong with these two at 10 in the morning??!! Why do they want to tie a crepe bandage here n now?!) :D
She can bug him no end, trouble him and tease him and he'll show her tat smile of his! :) His latest rant is he needs to start exercising soon.... (she sighs!) how this character with each bone on his frame spelling "lazy" in bold capitals is gonna start doin tat is somethin she still cant fathom! He keeps sayin he needs to lose weight but then they'll either have beer, or eat out or she'll make pasta at home, or parathas for that matter and that'll be that!!! :D lolz!
He writes well... (actually the next statement that she' gonna make will she's sure bring that smile on is face and make him blush...), whatever he does he does really well! (it's jus the lazybones that get in the way a lot of times!) :D
This is the one guy who wore "Bata ke havai chappal" with formal clothes for feeling too lazy to hunt for the shoes first and then the socks and then tying em up!!!! :D
Friend, guide, person with fatherly aura, a guy without whom Bangalore and work would be difficult, a guy who keeps her sane by hearing her out every now and then,.... and if she's not talking then gets her a beer and says, 'ok now tell me!' :D Sanity keeper... and I have to mention this again... man with the cutest smile in the whole wide universe!!!!! :))))
(Ok stop scratching your head and wondering why a whole post dedicated to him... ! The lazybum sort of inspired her to write about him!) :D yeah i can see tat puzzled look now!
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How much do they go back?! Frankly not much! She's known him since college... the sleepyhead with the doped look and carrying a hanky around (all crumpled and stuffed into some pocket some where! )... Why hanky u ask?! He invariably had a stuffed up nose... in moments when he would actually wake up in class, he would pull out his Hankaa! (too huge to be called Hanky) and then proceed to blow his innermost congestion's onto it and then recede back into dreamland! :D
His face turns the reddest when he bites into a green chilly inadvertently! He's absolutely fine with the red variety... but even an impotent green one can also bring tears to his eyes and make him red in the face while warranting the use of the Hankaa again! He'll then give u a cute sheepish smile which is capable enough of touching your heart and lighting up something inside! It is definitely the cutest smile in the whole wide world and she never tires of tellin him that!
The bottomless pit that she loves to cook for! :) He'll appreciate it verbally.. but to see him eat what you've cooked is reward! Then you really know by his expressions that he's really really liked it and there is no greater reward than seeing the whole meal polished off! It makes you want to cook!!!! :D
His one wish... to get talli once in his life! The bottomless pit funda applies here as well! :) He's a 'Well' of sorts! Gets happy but jus doesn't get drunk! He's taken care of her and made sure she's home safe n sound after they've partied! And yes... this the 'Barwala' whoz certified bewdi she is! :DD Smokes like a chimney too and then reminds her of him coz they smoke the same brand! :)
We've shared a few heartfelt moments in our friendship... he's bared his heart to her and she to him... he keeps her off caffeine like a hawk! And he treats her like this lil girl sometimes... :) She loves the attention and pampering!! :DD (And she's sure she's the only female who got him to tie a crepe bandage for her in office with 2 others wondering whats wrong with these two at 10 in the morning??!! Why do they want to tie a crepe bandage here n now?!) :D
She can bug him no end, trouble him and tease him and he'll show her tat smile of his! :) His latest rant is he needs to start exercising soon.... (she sighs!) how this character with each bone on his frame spelling "lazy" in bold capitals is gonna start doin tat is somethin she still cant fathom! He keeps sayin he needs to lose weight but then they'll either have beer, or eat out or she'll make pasta at home, or parathas for that matter and that'll be that!!! :D lolz!
He writes well... (actually the next statement that she' gonna make will she's sure bring that smile on is face and make him blush...), whatever he does he does really well! (it's jus the lazybones that get in the way a lot of times!) :D
This is the one guy who wore "Bata ke havai chappal" with formal clothes for feeling too lazy to hunt for the shoes first and then the socks and then tying em up!!!! :D
Friend, guide, person with fatherly aura, a guy without whom Bangalore and work would be difficult, a guy who keeps her sane by hearing her out every now and then,.... and if she's not talking then gets her a beer and says, 'ok now tell me!' :D Sanity keeper... and I have to mention this again... man with the cutest smile in the whole wide universe!!!!! :))))
(Ok stop scratching your head and wondering why a whole post dedicated to him... ! The lazybum sort of inspired her to write about him!) :D yeah i can see tat puzzled look now!
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Addendum: Loads o additions here!
First of a link to Barwala's blog: Random ramblings is what he calls it!
Therez a baby lizard in her room right now and she's contemplating her first murder!!! She's shit scared... but she's contemplating it!! (Refer: Lizardventure!) And she's thinkin of the Barwala and his death defying hand on Mite's floaters to kill two humongous creepy spiders on our Pondicherry trip! ~sigh! saviours are never around when you need them!
First of a link to Barwala's blog: Random ramblings is what he calls it!
- He's also the crazy nut who can spend all day at home watching Dinosaur Documentaries and then tell us in lots of detail about them!!! (I'm sooooooooooo............ dead after he reads this!!)
- He's an awful teacher when it comes to teaching you how to smoke for the first time! And yes he is capable of lighting up a smoke with the gas... but not directly.. (it spoils the flavor u see!!) :D
- Ah yes! How this missed mention here is a matter of national interest! He's the one suttafied creature who can pick up a smoke lying on the beach... (drenched n soaked in ocean salts for how many days weeks months!.. walked on by people.. shitted on by wild creatures!) and smoking it halfway through only to be disappointed and exclaim, 'it's a bit too salty!' :-o
Therez a baby lizard in her room right now and she's contemplating her first murder!!! She's shit scared... but she's contemplating it!! (Refer: Lizardventure!) And she's thinkin of the Barwala and his death defying hand on Mite's floaters to kill two humongous creepy spiders on our Pondicherry trip! ~sigh! saviours are never around when you need them!
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